⏳⌛lost beggar

Bismillahir Rahmaanir Raheem

 In the end, who am i? What am i?

I am Yours o Allah.

You created me in the first place and up till this very breath you saw to me and all my affairs.

So now, no matter how many times i have forgotten You,
No matter how many times I've been negligent of you
No matter how many times I turned  away from you
No matter how many times I ignored Your calls
And signs
And commands

My only place of return and refuge is
To You
Oh my Beloved Allah

I am here now

And I have full conviction and hope
That it is not too late
And that
You will not turn me away
I will knock and knock
And I will beg and beg

,....and this too Oh my Wonderful Allah
Will only happen by Your desire
Conforming to Your pleasure......

Because in the end
Who am i?
What am i ?

I am Yours o Allah